I am scared of taking that one step to cross over the imaginary threshold. Sometimes, I am in a mind to cross it, and hopefully it will make me feeler lighter. But, then a lot of other worries takes up the headspace, and I retract.

I am scared of the unknowns. How will I do it or what will be the consequences is what worries me. Someday, I will be strong enough to go beyond that and take that step, but until then I am on this side of threshold, holding my breath, and have enough courage to cross it.